Christmas this year was different to last year. Usually we would spend the Xmas eve and morn at Dad and then avo and boxing day at Mums. This year we've spend all of the Eve and the Xmas Day at Dads.
It was really fun! This morning me and Rachael treated Carole and Dad to a fully cooked christmas breakfast, as is the tradition. We had tatty scones, spam, bacon, sausages, mushrooms, beans, black pudding and eggs. Yes, we cooked it all! It was a feast of deliciousness. Then we chilled for a bit and watched some Tevo. No present opening yet apart from a card from dad with a homemade cheque for 100 pounds signed P. Daddy. What a comical genius he is. You can see where I get it from.
Then Katie and Adam came over and we were allowed to open presents! (They are Carole's kids) I got slippers and socks and jamas and a diary and so much chocolate and more money and a watch necklace that's little and adorable instead of my usual watchly beasts.
Carole bought the Michael Jackson wii Dance game for the whole family to play so I played that. Yes on my first go I got over ten thousand points. Oh yes, I rock at that. Then we played a zombie shoot em up and I got the high score on that - Oh yes, I rock at that too! Then we watched tevo whilst dinner was made and then Ken (Katie and Adam's Dad) came over to join us for dinner. Although that sounds like it might be awkward, especially if you know of the mega drama that happened last time, it was nice and homely. It was good to have a full house with lots of food. We all ate till we felt sick. Me and Rach washed up and then served pudding which was Strawberry cheesecake and Yule Log. I chose the chocolatey log and microwaved it so it was melted and gooey and gorgeeeouuus! Yum yum yum.
Fully content we have now collapsed in front of the telly, well and truely fat and happy.
Merry Christmas :)
Saturday, 25 December 2010
Wednesday, 22 December 2010
My Day - Episode Fourty CONT
Okay so where was I?
Monday
Monday was when the lovely Joe came over and we hung out. Watched Criminal Minds which I have become unnaturally obsessed with and just generally snuggled and hugged. It was top notch. I was feeling really ill so I didn't want to do much and luckily we are both pretty content with just hanging. Had some nice chats.
Tuesday
Well I had absolutely nothing planned so I spent most of the lunchtimeish time revising Psychology retake which is a total cow. I feel like I know it already so why did I lose so many marks the first time around? Then watched Criminal Minds (You'll recognise a trend here) and Nigel got home during it. He told me it was my aunty Nicky's birthday so later on we went out for a indian. Now, this was rather funny for me but nobody else.
On the way there I slipped on something I thought was mud (It only got on my shoe XD) but carried on walking. Then we sat down and were having starters and all I could think was "I can smell dog shit. Can they smell dog shit? Do I smell of dog shit?" So I had to excuse myself to the loo and spend a few minutes cleaning my shoe because yes, it was dog shit. After liberally washing my hands up to my elbows (freaky cleanliness much) I joined the dinner again. Me and cousin Leigh chatted a lot about school which was nice. I should get in contact more because we really do get along. She's taking similar subjects to me too, wants to get into Criminology. Yum.
Wednesday MorningFraid it's only morning because I'll probably update you about how this avo goes another time. I had a nice lie in until gone nine which was good because family made me have a late night. Unfortunately I had a troubling dream. The dream itself was actually quite pleasant in topic but it shouldn't be. It's like the song.... One sec. The first 12 seconds of this song pretty much sums it up. XD
Monday
Monday was when the lovely Joe came over and we hung out. Watched Criminal Minds which I have become unnaturally obsessed with and just generally snuggled and hugged. It was top notch. I was feeling really ill so I didn't want to do much and luckily we are both pretty content with just hanging. Had some nice chats.
Tuesday
Well I had absolutely nothing planned so I spent most of the lunchtimeish time revising Psychology retake which is a total cow. I feel like I know it already so why did I lose so many marks the first time around? Then watched Criminal Minds (You'll recognise a trend here) and Nigel got home during it. He told me it was my aunty Nicky's birthday so later on we went out for a indian. Now, this was rather funny for me but nobody else.
On the way there I slipped on something I thought was mud (It only got on my shoe XD) but carried on walking. Then we sat down and were having starters and all I could think was "I can smell dog shit. Can they smell dog shit? Do I smell of dog shit?" So I had to excuse myself to the loo and spend a few minutes cleaning my shoe because yes, it was dog shit. After liberally washing my hands up to my elbows (freaky cleanliness much) I joined the dinner again. Me and cousin Leigh chatted a lot about school which was nice. I should get in contact more because we really do get along. She's taking similar subjects to me too, wants to get into Criminology. Yum.
Wednesday MorningFraid it's only morning because I'll probably update you about how this avo goes another time. I had a nice lie in until gone nine which was good because family made me have a late night. Unfortunately I had a troubling dream. The dream itself was actually quite pleasant in topic but it shouldn't be. It's like the song.... One sec. The first 12 seconds of this song pretty much sums it up. XD
So anyways. I had that dream so now I can't concentrate very well. I'm trying to revise Ethics - morals n shiz. HA the irony! So anyways later I'm going out to dinner with my old girlies, all of them! That's only if my mum is willing to take me out when all this snow has pissed everywhere. It always holds off right until I actually want to go somewhere. Right, ciao!
Tuesday, 21 December 2010
My Day - Episode Fourty
Actually, I'm going to go ahead and do a couple of days.
Friday
Woke up at Joes where I had spent the night and we just lazied in the morning. There was a nice moment where I woke up to Joe listening quietly to music so I shuffled on over for a hug and to listen with him. It was nice, no words just hugging and listening.
When we finally dragged our lazy asses out of bed, we went shopping where I finished my christmas shopping. One of the best things about Joe is that he actually enjoys shopping almost as much as me. Since he's an only child with a girly mum, I'm guessing he learnt to love being dragged along on trips. It's nice not having to drag around a boyfriend by the collar to get stuff done. Then we walked home (collld!) and had a cup of tea. Hutchy then joined us which was nice, I love my Hutchy. He gave me a Sunjar which is so pretty, I slept with it on that night and it's so nice. Really helps to cope with my creepy children standing in the dark corners nightmares.
Then Joe's Dad came home and we headed out to go and get the christmas tree. Then we decorated it together. That was nice since I always get a really awkward cold feeling from his Dad which is hard to push past. It's understandable since I'm just some random chick who often visits his house.
When I got home, I had some dinner and the night passed in a blur.
Saturday
Woke up, revised. This was pretty much my morning. I didn't really do much. In the evening I was picked up by my Dad who had Carole and Rachael in tail. Awesome, haven't seen Rach in ages so we had a laugh chatting. Went back to Dads for a bit while we got ready and then we were off out to my uncle Steve's annual family chinese. At the event was cousin Jamie with his dad Andy and his new wife Jenny, My nanny and grandad, uncle Steve with his new wife Sharon, their new son Adam and her daughter Rebecca. And of course Carole, me, Rach and Dad. Got all that? That was nice, like every year. Good choice of pudding.
Sunday
Nothing happened. Really.
Monday
Is that today? No. Yesterday. OH I'll cont later. Off now,
Friday
Woke up at Joes where I had spent the night and we just lazied in the morning. There was a nice moment where I woke up to Joe listening quietly to music so I shuffled on over for a hug and to listen with him. It was nice, no words just hugging and listening.
When we finally dragged our lazy asses out of bed, we went shopping where I finished my christmas shopping. One of the best things about Joe is that he actually enjoys shopping almost as much as me. Since he's an only child with a girly mum, I'm guessing he learnt to love being dragged along on trips. It's nice not having to drag around a boyfriend by the collar to get stuff done. Then we walked home (collld!) and had a cup of tea. Hutchy then joined us which was nice, I love my Hutchy. He gave me a Sunjar which is so pretty, I slept with it on that night and it's so nice. Really helps to cope with my creepy children standing in the dark corners nightmares.
Then Joe's Dad came home and we headed out to go and get the christmas tree. Then we decorated it together. That was nice since I always get a really awkward cold feeling from his Dad which is hard to push past. It's understandable since I'm just some random chick who often visits his house.
When I got home, I had some dinner and the night passed in a blur.
Saturday
Woke up, revised. This was pretty much my morning. I didn't really do much. In the evening I was picked up by my Dad who had Carole and Rachael in tail. Awesome, haven't seen Rach in ages so we had a laugh chatting. Went back to Dads for a bit while we got ready and then we were off out to my uncle Steve's annual family chinese. At the event was cousin Jamie with his dad Andy and his new wife Jenny, My nanny and grandad, uncle Steve with his new wife Sharon, their new son Adam and her daughter Rebecca. And of course Carole, me, Rach and Dad. Got all that? That was nice, like every year. Good choice of pudding.
Sunday
Nothing happened. Really.
Monday
Is that today? No. Yesterday. OH I'll cont later. Off now,
Wednesday, 15 December 2010
My Day - Episode Thirty Nine
Howdy, haven't done a my day for a while but that's usually because my days are pretty monotonous.
So in first lesson I had a structured so we (Bekah and her year 12 pet, Aimee, Edwards, Harry and Me) hung about in bottom red while I tried to do some biology coursework, got a reasonably amount done. I felt like I was trudging through masses of fudge I was going that fast but at least I was moving. I chatted to Aimee about her life in general and then teased Harry about his paleness.
Ibn second I had Biology in which we got to play with whiteboards which I love. Although pretty much the whole of this my thoughts were "I have not yet answered a question, that sucks. I like being knowledgable" and "This pen is shite." So that passed without much to note about.
Then it was the 1 hour 45 minute lesson of Psychology with the ever debatable Roffe. Roffe let us revise so I went through the exam I got a B in and made perfect answers. Until there was a debate going on about horizon ratio, so I had to jump in and help make it clearer. (For those who are curious, horizon ratio is where things that are identical will always have the same proportion above and below the horizon no matter what distance away, and if something has a lesser proportion then it's a different size and not further away.)
Then we had Christmas lunch and this was with some random girlies. Me, Bekah (SHE NEVER LEAVES ME! XD), Dragana and Natalie sat together. It took a lot of organising just to pull crackers and then we all at the yummy dinner. And yes Hutchy, the cupcakes were effing DELICIOUS. I adored it. I even at the honeycomb, which I discovered today that I liked.
Then we hopped off to go be freeeee as a bird. So for this we hid in top blue. Me, Joe and Bekah began the crowd and were then joined by Hutchy, Josh and Edwards. I chatted to Hutchy which is nice cause I always enjoy our convos, as rare as they are. Then I got really frustrated by two things, one of which was that damn Bio coursework. Joe was getting annoyed because he couldn't help me the way I wanted so eventually I just ran to Ms Annabell who (bless her) was running back and forth for mark schemes, books and resources trying to help me. Eventually we scribbled all over until we got a decent chunk done just in time for the end of the day.
So I ran back to get my bois and went to the busses. Awesome snog. ;) Teehee. Then I got to the bus, Josh and all the other sixth formers weren't on so I was rulllleerr! I taught beloved George some science, reminisced about discos and amused everyone with my jokes. I need to stop making things up though for comic effect. I do it a lot - I'll be telling a true story and then will realise it's not funny enough so I'll make up something random to enrich it. Can't even remember what my additions were this time. Something to do with me loosing my voice, which I've never done. Oh well.
Walking home was fine, me and George just mucking around. We talked about shite like we usually do and bid farewell with the usual "Don't get raped!" because he has to walk down this dead shifty alley. O.O He's okay though. He will not be sodomized whilst under my watch.
Got home, had a really nice chat about work with Step-dad Nige and drank tea with him. He's getting better at not making pissy tea. Then he made shepards pie which I devoured whilst watching Have I got News for You. I just realised this is a reallly unnecessarily detailed account of my day but HEY you're the one that's sad enough to read to the end.
Laterz Losaa!
So in first lesson I had a structured so we (Bekah and her year 12 pet, Aimee, Edwards, Harry and Me) hung about in bottom red while I tried to do some biology coursework, got a reasonably amount done. I felt like I was trudging through masses of fudge I was going that fast but at least I was moving. I chatted to Aimee about her life in general and then teased Harry about his paleness.
Ibn second I had Biology in which we got to play with whiteboards which I love. Although pretty much the whole of this my thoughts were "I have not yet answered a question, that sucks. I like being knowledgable" and "This pen is shite." So that passed without much to note about.
Then it was the 1 hour 45 minute lesson of Psychology with the ever debatable Roffe. Roffe let us revise so I went through the exam I got a B in and made perfect answers. Until there was a debate going on about horizon ratio, so I had to jump in and help make it clearer. (For those who are curious, horizon ratio is where things that are identical will always have the same proportion above and below the horizon no matter what distance away, and if something has a lesser proportion then it's a different size and not further away.)
Then we had Christmas lunch and this was with some random girlies. Me, Bekah (SHE NEVER LEAVES ME! XD), Dragana and Natalie sat together. It took a lot of organising just to pull crackers and then we all at the yummy dinner. And yes Hutchy, the cupcakes were effing DELICIOUS. I adored it. I even at the honeycomb, which I discovered today that I liked.
Then we hopped off to go be freeeee as a bird. So for this we hid in top blue. Me, Joe and Bekah began the crowd and were then joined by Hutchy, Josh and Edwards. I chatted to Hutchy which is nice cause I always enjoy our convos, as rare as they are. Then I got really frustrated by two things, one of which was that damn Bio coursework. Joe was getting annoyed because he couldn't help me the way I wanted so eventually I just ran to Ms Annabell who (bless her) was running back and forth for mark schemes, books and resources trying to help me. Eventually we scribbled all over until we got a decent chunk done just in time for the end of the day.
So I ran back to get my bois and went to the busses. Awesome snog. ;) Teehee. Then I got to the bus, Josh and all the other sixth formers weren't on so I was rulllleerr! I taught beloved George some science, reminisced about discos and amused everyone with my jokes. I need to stop making things up though for comic effect. I do it a lot - I'll be telling a true story and then will realise it's not funny enough so I'll make up something random to enrich it. Can't even remember what my additions were this time. Something to do with me loosing my voice, which I've never done. Oh well.
Walking home was fine, me and George just mucking around. We talked about shite like we usually do and bid farewell with the usual "Don't get raped!" because he has to walk down this dead shifty alley. O.O He's okay though. He will not be sodomized whilst under my watch.
Got home, had a really nice chat about work with Step-dad Nige and drank tea with him. He's getting better at not making pissy tea. Then he made shepards pie which I devoured whilst watching Have I got News for You. I just realised this is a reallly unnecessarily detailed account of my day but HEY you're the one that's sad enough to read to the end.
Laterz Losaa!
Tuesday, 14 December 2010
Pink Lyrics
Pink is an artist I've been able to relate to constantly, she writes so many songs which I love purely because they are awesome and some I listen to and am like "That's soooo me" :)
So here's a couple of awesome lyrics I either adore or really think define me.
When it's late at night
And you're fast asleep
I let my fingers do the walking
You can push me out the window
I'll just get back up
You can run me over with your 18 wheeler truck
And I won't give up
like the coldest winter
i am frozen from you
i was weak before now you've made me
so numb i can't feel much for you anymore
i gave you my all my baby
i'm numb numb numb
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Lets go back to that
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Lets play pretend, act like it
Goes naturally
Tell me what do they see
When they look at me
Do they see my many personalities, oh no?
So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
I dont wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please dont tell me that we had that conversation,
I wont remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?
Lordy, Lordy, Lordy!
I can't help it i like to party, it's genetic!
It's electrifying, wind me up and watch me go
Where she stops, nobody knows
A good excuse to be a bad influence on you and you
Apologies for the fact most of the songs are sad but she seems to favour the more deep and gritty songs. :)
So here's a couple of awesome lyrics I either adore or really think define me.
When it's late at night
And you're fast asleep
I let my fingers do the walking
You can push me out the window
I'll just get back up
You can run me over with your 18 wheeler truck
And I won't give up
like the coldest winter
i am frozen from you
i was weak before now you've made me
so numb i can't feel much for you anymore
i gave you my all my baby
i'm numb numb numb
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Lets go back to that
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Lets play pretend, act like it
Goes naturally
Tell me what do they see
When they look at me
Do they see my many personalities, oh no?
So raise your glass if you are wrong,
In all the right ways,
All my underdogs,
We will never be never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
I dont wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please dont tell me that we had that conversation,
I wont remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?
Lordy, Lordy, Lordy!
I can't help it i like to party, it's genetic!
It's electrifying, wind me up and watch me go
Where she stops, nobody knows
A good excuse to be a bad influence on you and you
Apologies for the fact most of the songs are sad but she seems to favour the more deep and gritty songs. :)
Sunday, 5 December 2010
General thoughts
Well today I realised a few things.
I haven't organised to see anyone outside of school for a long time, and people have become less bothered by it too.
I spend a huge amount of time fantisising about the future when I used to never look past tomorrow
I'm trying to force myself to grow up on the outside, whilst keeping my inner child more fiery and alive than ever. I want to appear like a woman, go to Uni and to work and buy a house and then go to swimming pools and pretend I'm a dolphin.
I want to be at Uni more than anything in the world right now. I want that freedom and responsibility and everything that comes with it!
I am addicted to shopping online.
Other than that, everything is fine. I'm pretty happy.
I haven't organised to see anyone outside of school for a long time, and people have become less bothered by it too.
I spend a huge amount of time fantisising about the future when I used to never look past tomorrow
I'm trying to force myself to grow up on the outside, whilst keeping my inner child more fiery and alive than ever. I want to appear like a woman, go to Uni and to work and buy a house and then go to swimming pools and pretend I'm a dolphin.
I want to be at Uni more than anything in the world right now. I want that freedom and responsibility and everything that comes with it!
I am addicted to shopping online.
Other than that, everything is fine. I'm pretty happy.
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