Well today I realised a few things.
I haven't organised to see anyone outside of school for a long time, and people have become less bothered by it too.
I spend a huge amount of time fantisising about the future when I used to never look past tomorrow
I'm trying to force myself to grow up on the outside, whilst keeping my inner child more fiery and alive than ever. I want to appear like a woman, go to Uni and to work and buy a house and then go to swimming pools and pretend I'm a dolphin.
I want to be at Uni more than anything in the world right now. I want that freedom and responsibility and everything that comes with it!
I am addicted to shopping online.
Other than that, everything is fine. I'm pretty happy.
See, this is why we need to spend some time together outside of school :)
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