Hangover

I'm so hungover! My stomach has been playing havoc with me since 3am, when I finally jumped out of bed cause I felt so nauseous. So I've had a total of about 3 hours sleep and actually don't feel that tired.

It was avery good night out/in. Went to the pub for a few drinks and then decided we may aswell use my big empty house for our teeny tiny party. So we went back, got gradually drunker. Or at least, I got gradually drunker, and played Just Dance. Now, one thing about Just Dance - I'm a fucking pro. 10000 is a usual occurence and apparently alcohol only improved my co-ordination in the dance department. It was hilarious fun, especially watching a fully grown man to the crocodile dance.
Then we moved on to typical studenty thing of playing never have I ever. We all know a lot about one another so this was a challenge to think of something that doesn't include yourself, but hell I was wankered so I didn't care about getting more drunk.

And then we called it a night/morning and went to bed. I actually read until gone one because I was too dizzy to sleep. When I finally got to sleep I had to get up every hour for three hours to pee. So eventually I got sick of it and stayed up. I watched the hoobs in a sort of drunkish blur and then this morning and daybreak and all sorts of shit morning tv. Even old episodes of Batman were on. Holy shooting squad Batman! Then spent the rest of the day watching shitty movies with my bestie while we ate shit. Shit like cheesy cauliflower on it's own and pasta for breakfast. Best hangover company ever.

Songs for the moment

Ultimately there's one song I have on loop which is also extremely apt for my current situation and mad-ass-mood.
Cheatercheaterbestfriendeater - Nevershoutnever
But there are also other songs which encapsulate my life and my feelings about it too. For example -  a lot of my friends hate me now:
I make Enemies - Daniel Knox
Found a new boyfriend and he's a keeper:
You make my dreams - Hall & Oates/ Happy - Nevershoutnever
My friend is in crisis and I'm happy to be there to help raise her mood:
Little bitty pretty one - Thurston Harris
Got the house to myself? Walk about naked feeling like a boss:
Sexy Boy - Air/ I'm too sexy - Right said Fred
Got the house to myself? React to freaky nighttime noises:
Things go bump in the night - allStars (Yeah I break into a dance routine)
Got the house to myself? Copy the hilarious video to this song:
Weapon of Choice - Fatboy Slim
Got the house to myself? Annoy the neighbours with noise!:
Bangarang - Skrillex

What's your life in songs like?

The effect of music

If I'm feeling down I refuse to listen to depressing music. When I'm happy I also refuse to listen to depressing music. Depressing music will only reflect your mood and keep you depressed.
I will listen to angry music if I'm angry, power rocking out definately helps me release some pent up stress. I remember once my housemate underneath me and her boyfriend pissed me off. So lay my bass on the floor, wacked every volume on full and blasted out Korn until my room shook. I also managed to piss of my upper housemate and confuse the people in the kitchen but it was totes worth it.

At the moment I'm listening to Nevershoutnever's early music, which is utterly adorable and the lightest mood possible. There is a song even called happy! It's definately boosting my mood and I want you to feel it too. So slap a smile on your face (pronounce fa-chay) and listen ahoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbVE5Vk3rOg

Being Home

There are many pros and cons to being home.
Pros:
I get to see a new bunch of friends that are too far away at Uni
Theres no tenseness of a houseful of angry girls
I get to see my beloved parents
I get take aways bought for me
I get drinks bought for me
I can visit aunties, uncles and grandparents
I never run out of toothpaste
I can wear different slippers I leave at home
I get to cuddle doggies at my dads house

Cons:
My parents drive me up the walls
I am still treated like a rebellious child
Chores
I am banned from having friends over at all at mums house
I have far less friends at home
I feel like I have to dodge and avoid a large group of people who severely dislike me
I run into people I'd much rather never see in my life again
The food is not my food, the bed not my bed and the house not my house

The last is by far the worse. A lot of the time I feel unwanted in my own houses, like a stranger or a freeloader. As much as I try and make me staying worth it for them - cleaning cielings, walking dogs, washing dishes and clothes - I am still made to feel like a burden. In both houses I have to deal with a less than warm step-parent and this creates ahuge amount of friction. My parents haven to sit in the middle of their snide comments as well as trying their best to defend and protect me. I feel bad that they end up in this position so I say nothing bad about my step parents to them. Meaning that every horrid word I hear from them, every put down and every cold shoulder I must bear in respectful silence. As you probably know, I'm very defensive and somewhat confrontational so this is the biggest and most overwhelming con of being home.
I cannot wait to escape back to somewhere where I am loved equally by every housemate and somewhere I can relax in my own personal space. September cannot come soon enough.