Family
Well Mum and Nigel have set a date ( be it only a year) for their wedding, and a place! THE SEAA! They'll be getting married on a cruise ship not next year but the year after, ya get me? Anyways, it's going to be wonderful (if I can afford it.) Other than that, Rach is at Uni again doing various arty farty things. She had a fall out with Carole and Dad but that should be okay by now. Dad and C are cool, the dog is driving them mad so I act like an angel and take it on massive walks.
Friends
All is well. I kind of feel like I'm losing touch although I think that might just be the exam season.
Drama
Okay, the drama of the moment as actually a reversal of a big drama. I'm sure you all know what went on with Slick and that whole bag of worms. Basically I decided to stop being childish and forgive and forget, now we are on talking terms and as I write I'm nattering away with his ex, Cassie. So there you go. Total undrama.
Health
Nothing to report, I haven't been sick since I was 15 and now that fear is kind of growing. I am really cautious with drinking and I practically turn any meat I cook to ash. Deary me.Oh, mum's dieting which means I am too and today we did 1 hour of straight exercise of the new DVD. Absolutely killed by far the worst move is the butt stuff... I'll find a picture. Right, you do this one and then you put your leg out to your side and make circles with it. KILLER!
Wavering. I go from being so content, usually when I'm taken off guard by someones kindness or closeness to being completely downheartened and sitting...staring...feeling completely alone. I'm dreaming vividly about all sorts recently and I'm going to guess it's because of stress.Keeping my sanity includes reading Alice in Wonderland and listening to old Pink and Natasha Bedingfield CD's. Oh and singing, I'm singing almost constantly.
Relationship
Me and Joe are cool. Under pressure because exams mean we aren't super happy and we can't see each other much. I was a crabby bitch last week and treated him a little harshly but I'm making up for it this week. I feel he doesn't trust me enough though, at a time when I feel the most secure and trustworthy.
School
The exam today was Bio and it was atrocious. There was degree level stuff and things from other papers and nobody told us it was going to be synoptic. I almost cried at the first question because I felt I didn't know it. My last two exams before Bio were Psych and Ethics retakes. On the same day, it was knackering to be in there for so long but I managed and I revised so much more than I did the first time around. I hope I got better grades even though I didn't feel as if I was doing much more than the first time in the exam.
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