Today was what one might call a normal day, but it was full of little things I want to talk about, which is my usual reasoning for a My Day.
This morning I woke up, set in my mind what I wanted to wear. Put it on, looked awful. Changed, put something else on, looked even worse. Tried first outfit with different tights. Nope. Tried old tights and new shoes. Nope. Old shoes. Nope. GODAMNIT. So eventually I just threw on what I first had on with different tights and said "Fuck it if I look weird."
Turns out everybody loved my outfit today. I had about five English teachers chatting about how nice I looked and admiring my 'strut' in heels. New heels, wonderful. Then three of the kids I teach were adoring my shoes. And more friends are in love with them too. God bless shoes for making my day better.
So then in my free I was being really cuddly and lovely with Him and I felt really bad 'cause Stag was there and later on I found out that he had blogged saying he felt bad for being around us when we act like that. So I felt awful about that. I asked Him to have a word but no doubt he will forget so this is me saying "Oh my god, I'm so sorry for stealing your friend! You guys can spend time together and I won't be there and you don't interrupt anything at all! <3".
Teaching went reasonably well considering I was in so much pain from gorgeous shoes. I managed to suffer through it and survive my first day with them though, woo! Sorry, that's the last shoe mention I swear. So anyways I got given this bingo thing to round off the lesson with in my bio class. So I did that and felt really pathetic because no-one listens to me and I don't have the confidence to control them as a class. Not to mention Mr Gobbyarse who constantly chats, how do you handle that? Then in the English class I teach I got given Blondie and Ginger to take care of. Both of whom hate me. Both of whom still did no work.
Still it makes my day when I come out of that lesson and I see Him waiting for me with P.Diddy, Cheshire and Curltop. It brings a smile to my face just to see them. I think that's really what's getting me through this insane patch where I randomly feel god awful without reasoning. So thanks people. :D
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