The People

Bonjour readers. I am bored. So lets go! These are the things I would advise you or just tell you or things I think but don't say.

P.Diddy
I can see your scalp! Well not right now, but I could yesterday!

Anyways, you're super funny and super nice. Hope it's going well with that girly, I wish we talked more one on one. It seems that we are only ever together in groups.

Thin One
I'm really sorry I call you Thin One on here, I know you don't like it. I just couldn't think of anything interest...I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY! Peter Rabbit. Do you know Peter Rabbit? You should know Peter Rabbit, he wore a waistcoat! Unfortunately I cannot be arsed to change the name, people will only be like "But I thought... so who is... What?!" At me and I don't like that. You're hiwawious man. I love talking to you, best person ever to chat with on msn. And I love your doggy. :D

Curltop Aka Newly-bathed-in-shame-boy
He won't read this because he's too busy being a tard. I don't see we bother even trying to include you in anything when all you do is pull away. You can be really nice when you want to be, so charming and funny, but that's not often. Most of the time you cancel plans, make cruel jokes and mock people without reason. Not to mention making silly foolish decisions without any valid reason apart from to protect yourself. You are a whelk.

Mr Electric Meter Man
You just came to my door to read the electric meter but I think I may be in love with you. Gorgeously tall, tanned and ripped beyond belief. You even make that stupid red Npower shirt look sexy. Take me to bed please Mr EMM. ;)

Marshal
You haven't spoken to me in ages WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

Frodo
Your trauma recently was really bad and although you are pretty weird, I will be here to lend an ear. (Rhyme!) I shall try not to judge you on preconcieved ideas that I created when you hated me for months, they aren't the nicest judgements. Clean slate boyo.

Stag
Awight. XD It's nice that we've kept things so lovely between us, you have no idea how afraid I was to loose that. You are the most selfless giving person ever and the depths of your forgiveness are unbelieveable. I can't say anything more than Thankyou. And update me more on girl-hunting! I like to be in the know. :)

My dear Fungi, Him.
Don't be so paranoid about your looks, you're gorgeous to me. I get blown away by how lovely you are and all the tiny thoughtfullnesses aren't forgotten. Trying extra hard to make weaker tea, giving me a rose without reason, massive easter egg when I asked for nothing and bearing with having the heater on when you might die from overheating already. I love you.

And now my girlies!
Cheshire
You are so like an iceberg! Not in the sense that you are cold at all because you are so warm and bright, but because you have the most beautiful tip of the iceberg that people see but then all that is hidden is even more interesting. I feel like I'm finally getting to know you really, and not just the funny public side that makes weird faces across lunch tables and then makes a Scottish face before the accent. :D We click so well and you're so easy to get along with, much love my dear!

Goldilocks
Oh goldi goldi goldi. What can I say? The best person to shop with and one that will also sit and get fat with me in McDonalds. Your antics are hilarious and I can't wait to see you again every time and hear the latest story of what's going on in your mind, be it the Arctic Tundra or how to cure world hunger with cannibalism. XD

DarlingOne
Mr dearest rock. So solid and dependable. If I ever need a cry about another silly heartbreaking boy it's to you. Our only problem is being too alike so when we argue we ARGUE. But still, I wouldn't change a smidge. Love the new hair by the way, you're a killer redhead. :D

Skootch/Dollface
There are moments when I will sit across from you and think...Good god this woman is actually mental... and I love it! You're wonderfully paranoid and I love being able to give someone advice and feel all wisened and whatnot. You are a wonderful addition to the girl power side of the Krewe and definately provide much needed entertainment in my otherwise bland days.

Wallflower
I wish we could talk more! I miss the days of pretending to do lengths in the pool so we could catch up whilst bobbing. We ought to go for tea and cake sometime, I right fancy a brownie in the avo. I hope all your life is okay, you never really let much on during the brief times we speak but you seem well enough to fuss over big and small bags. Love you deary.

And onto the ones who are gone from my life, be that a good thing or not.
Dickface
Go die, throw yourself down a ditch with your skinny bitch of a girlfriend and I hope a large shard of metal peirces your stupid head. : )

RainbowDoll
I miss you right now. Our choc and chats were so deep and soul-healing. I'm in mental agony at the minute and I wish I could bring back the old you for a good suger-filled chat. You know exactly what I'm feeling right now in certain areas and I can only wish that you were here to talk reason into me.

BarbieDoll
I miss having one person to rely on, you were that one for so long in my life. You really helped me through that time where I lost almost everything and I never thanked you enough for that. I hope your new life is treating you well and that your exams go swimmingly. : )

Hope I have not insulted anyone during this, love you all except one and a half : D

My Day - Episode Twenty Five

Well this morning was all well and good. I got up a ridiculous time to curl my hair and accidentily chose an amazing outfit. So I looked really nice today and got lots of lovely comments which made me feel a zillion times gorgeous.

First thing was philosophy. I'm beginning to like having this first. It's quiet and relaxing and sets me up to be calm and collect my thoughts for the day. So I came out of that in a good mood. And as a plus I found that Curltop, Fungi and P.Diddy were waiting so I was smug. Then I had snazzy Psychology which was good because we watched Criminal minds and i did a minute bit of revision. Teach also mentioned that she would like some help with some year 7's who were making messy Zen gardens in fourth so I volenteered to help with that, like a good girl.

Then in third it was English which was a pretty lazy lesson. Had a bit of a laugh with the girls and teased Coopdogg. Lunch was a laugh as we talked about jumping out on people to scare them. Apparently Cheshire hid under a bed for hours just to scream and scare her sister. That is commitment to humour right there. Oh Yah.

Fourth I grabbed the wonderful Goldilocks and we went to scoop up sand with Year 7's. It was really nice because at the end of it they all shouted "Thannkkkyyyooouuu" and it was adorable because they all actually listen! Love teaching the younger years. It makes year 9's and 10's seem so much worse though. Urgh.

Then last it was a Bio test which I got a D in again, but I care very little. Sir showed us that last topic we had the same pattern of improving from bad to good so we just need to continue revising, and I hadn't done any revision at all so it was just all guesses. It was cute to see Him so hard at work too, his thinking face is adorable.

On the way home I had an...interesting bus journey. Found out Handsome One is actually cought in a difficult situation with the girl he wants, it's painful for him. Bless. Oh and we also managed to tell each other that we like each other a bit much. Well at least we know and we both don't want to do anything. Awesome.

Walking home was a laugh because we found out my hair goes crazy when my umbrella is up. It floats. What do you know. Got home, had some tea, read some book, did some workout, ate some choccy to negate effects of workout. All good.

I'm off! Byyeee

Hate

There was a rather overdramatised drama including me recently, I shall elaborate.

I had a barbecue and was aware that a few people wouldn't be able to make it as they were visiting family or had other plans. One of those people was Curltop. I was under the impression he was off visiting family or something and had accepted that.
When he rang Marshal at the barbecue and said that he needed to meet up, I was a little confused, but chalked it down the fact that he must have gone earlier and got home already. I got annoyed because when suggested he should come to the barbecue he said "I don't want to come to the fucking barbecue." (This has all been said before, repeating so this post makes sense) but okay, I was only a little annoyed - he had done this before after all.

So then when I got into school and he says that he was actually home all day and actually he just 'couldn't be bothered' to come I really got annoyed. I had taken time out of my day to organise it, and it was all his friends there - so why not come? So fears that he may hate me rose up again. Then at the lockers the next day P.Diddy tells me that yes, he does hate me. And also he has the impression that I hate him. WHAT? I do not hate him, I'm too busy trying to get him to like me or fight for his goddamn approval which I have never seemed to gain. So I asked Fungi to have a word and went home and cried, like I do.

Then the next day I was told that apparently he only hates me because he thinks I hate him.
1. I don't hate him.
2. What would that achieve? "You hate me? Okay, I hate you" Yeah, that fixes a friendship.
3. Why has he not spoken to me about this, in fact, not spoken to me at all in the past week?
So I confronted him. Upset, angry, confused. I wasn't the nicest person about it I will admit.
Then Cheshire says "Oh you could have been nicer about that" and Goldilocks says "Oh, you should just apologise." Why can nobody see that I am not in the wrong here?
You cannot say that if you thought a so called friend had the impression you hated them, and therefore hated you back, you would not be a nice person about it!

Gees. Rant over people.

My Day - Episode Twenty Two

Today was so busy! I am absolutely knackered now but so fulfilled, my day was almost perfect.

So this morning I woke up pretty early and had an undisturbed morning - my favourite kind. Managed to get to the hairdressers for half nine, which meant I only had to wait for a while. I used to have a real problem trusting hair dressers though, the order they do things in really panics me and I start to stress, but today I was relaxed and confident that it would be okay. Which worked out. Eve when I ended up loosing a good 3/4 inches off my hair instead of the 2 I intended, it looks much better this way.

So then it was about quarter past ten, I was finished with my errands and I had to wait in town until about 12ish when P.Diddy arrived with the sis, K.Diddy. So the three of us wandered a bit more, bought some meat and just chillaxed until we caught up with Goldilocks. We then bid adieu to K.Diddy and she went off home. Eventually we gained a Thin One and Stag who had turned up at my house before us.

We then had some coke in the sun, listening to music and chatting. Eventually got the barbie going which was a clamity but actually a success in the end - chicken buffalo wings were a win. The only thing that bugged me was later on we got a call from Curl Top who had refused the offer earlier on account of other plans but when re-offered to come, he said "I don't want to come to the fucking barbecue." Ouch man, is my presence really that painful? Not you can't come, or there is no point, don't want to. Ouch.

Then when the barbie died down and we had also gained a Marshal we went indoors to where the Sis and her friend was and we played on the legendary Dance game on the Wii. Awesome songs, awesome moves and awesome wins. The guys beat the girls but I won in almost every game I played, mainly because that's the kind of thing I love doing when I am alone and I get way into it.

So as the evening wore on, people started leaving and I am left here, with the netbook perched on my weak lap, forcing myself to blog about my day because it was so damn fucking awesome in every way.
Love my Krewe. <3 Only gutted that Him couldn't come as he was visiting releatives SUCKS.

My Day - Episode Twenty One

I can never remember if numbers are one word or hyphoned or separate. Don't bother telling me, I prefer to separate them anyways.

So today! I woke up this morning and spent a fuck long time on my hair which was totally worth it for the two comments I got today, seriously, just a few passing words make the effort of the mornings and night time worth it. Then first I got into a really icky mood because Tweedle-dee was there and I can't relax with them around. They aren't krewe, they aren't my friend and they also are not very interesting to me so I kind of just clam up and spend the whole time plotting their demise.

Then I had a structured study. Since I started dating Him I walk him to German and say a reasonable goodbye and stumble on down to my SS a little late, but nothing major. It was maybe 4/5 minutes into the lesson when I got to our usual meeting place. So I thought, "oh they must of gone into the library" so I went in, did a lap of it and stopped to chat to Wallflower and Darling One. No sign. So next option was bottom red, I went there, nothing. Seating areas? Checked them all. Checked all of the study areas and the new block just in case. Nothing, no sign. I got my phone, texted Goldilocks as sometimes she would inform me where they were. Did another lap just for one last check and then decided they had just given up and gone off without me. So I settled down in bottom red, now half an hour wasted on looking for the fuckers. Then I emailed them as a last resort and got down to work in a foul temper.
Yes it's petty to get annoyed that they didn't wait, but I was a mere 5 minutes late at most and they couldn't be arsed to wait.
Then I found out they had apparently been in the library for the whole time, doing jack shit by the look of it. But in the 30 minutes I was missing not one suggested, "Oh, maybe we should text/email/find Becca so she's not walking around like a complete FUCKFACE!"

Then when I finally got in a good enough mood to join them, my arrival was barely even acknowledge, no apology, no "Hey, you look kinda pissed off, sup?", not even a "Woops". Needless to say, I was more than a little annoyed.

So I went into tutor time in a really shite mood but luckily two random half-friends were there to act like fools, tease me with gossip and cheer me up. God bless randomers who make you day. I had a nice English lesson though, growing ever closer to SkootchyDollFace. Then my IEC wasn't as bad today. Did some one on one in each lesson which is easier for me as they tend to be a lot nicer when they don't have to show off to a crowd. Annoys me that they can't be that angelic in every lesson though.

So that was my day, minidramas and all. I'm good now, had pizza for dinner and did the workout dvd which always makes me happy. :)

Names Reel

The Krewe Members!

Him - The Current Boyfriend who was also known as Fungi when he was just in friendship status.

Stag- The Ex boyfriend who was reverted to informant and good friend. Was 'Boyf'

Goldilocks - Struggled for a name for her but at last! We have a winner for A.G.

Cheshire - The smiley beloved girl B.H

Curltop - Originally named for his hair, which he then CUT!! :O It's H.S!

Thin One - Derived from his stature it's the one and only P.H

P.Diddy - The only one that keeps his initials! P.D

Skootch - Fellow blogger and new Krewe member, S.H

Marshal - Previously Creep and Snake and even Crush at one point, It's T.H

And the others!

Handsome One - It's the resident flirt on the bus, C.P

Darling One - My oldest and dearest friend, my darling J.L

Pants - Named for the snazzy running gear, D.E


Wallflower - My gorgeous and yet quiet baby, H.P

Headphone Man - It's the dimples! It's the bus man, J.P

Owl Boy - Whom I walk with every night little G.C

Frodo - He looks like a hobbit and is just as hairy, J.H

Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee - Can never tell which is which but it's the L's!

Dickface - Previously Flame, we ALL know who this is!

Pushpop - I won't disclose who this is, but it was the person I offended..Hehe.

N.G  - The advisor to my life and my favourite author by far. Nikki Gemmell.

((I've added a new Best Of Belle twigget thing and would like you to suggest some of the best posts you've read on here, where they might be funny or even just interesting gossip, comment away!))

My Day - Episode Eighteen

Today the evil genius Belle went to the Uni thing! (I'll explain why I am evil genius later, mwahaha)

This morning was a very very rushed morning. I was oddly very late, and had to run about half a mile to catch the bus. Twig Legs at the bus stop had to run too and I feared that her matchstick legs might break! But she was okay, bless her. I finally got on the bus and when i run I get incredibly hot, really really hot. So everyone else has dawdled and was very cold and I am sat there sweating my ass off with my pile of coats and things on the seat next to me. It was kind of embarassing but I couldn't think about that at the time as I was too busy concentrating on how to get cool.

Then the morning was normal. Had Psychology with Darling One and we watched this very interesting documentary about the Mylai massacre that happened in the sixties, shocking. Although it was kind of ruined by the fact miss clicked on the wrong link midway and it switched to "I said the bird bird bird, the bird is the word!". Then I had English which was only interesting in the fact that I was completely rejected by someone, but other than that was completely uneventful.

Then we went to this University gathering thing at the Uni of Northampton. So I got on the bus, sat next to Wallflower and Darling One sat behind. I hated the bus ride because I was in close proximity to Dickface who has a very loud, annoying, carrying voice and nothing to say that would ever interest me. Ever. Whatacock. So then got off the bus and wandered around a billion different Uni stalls, I'm aiming to do Psychology at a sort of AAB entry level uni if you're interested. Oh and my sister has decided on Loughbrough. (Pronounced Luffbruh weirdly.)

So then I had a really nice day relaxing with Darling One and Wallflower and felt much happier at being involved in their lives a bit more. And I've decided that me and Wallflower might go in to do some late night shopping on a Thursday and have a brownie as Costa Coffee.Then I switched friendship group to the Krewe. I've been getting only better with Curltop the last few days, I don't know, I feel as awkward around him as much. Had a nice snuggle with Him. Then it was a quick hop on to the bus home where I had a very nice flirty conversation with Handsome One and walked home with Owl Boy. Lovely.

OH and I am an evil genius because I found a 4GB pen drive today and unfortunately, I know exactly who's it is and give it back right away. Only I don't really like them. They embarassed me really badly back in year 8 and made me cry. So fuck them. I made a new email account and sent them an email saying "Anything you want off this pendrive?" and I'll send them it. They aren't getting it back though. I'm not that nice after all. >:)

My Day - Episode Seventeen

Today was what one might call a normal day, but it was full of little things I want to talk about, which is my usual reasoning for a My Day.

This morning I woke up, set in my mind what I wanted to wear. Put it on, looked awful. Changed, put something else on, looked even worse. Tried first outfit with different tights. Nope. Tried old tights and new shoes. Nope. Old shoes. Nope. GODAMNIT. So eventually I just threw on what I first had on with different tights and said "Fuck it if I look weird."

Turns out everybody loved my outfit today. I had about five English teachers chatting about how nice I looked and admiring my 'strut' in heels. New heels, wonderful. Then three of the kids I teach were adoring my shoes. And more friends are in love with them too. God bless shoes for making my day better.

So then in my free I was being really cuddly and lovely with Him and I felt really bad 'cause Stag was there and later on I found out that he had blogged saying he felt bad for being around us when we act like that. So I felt awful about that. I asked Him to have a word but no doubt he will forget so this is me saying "Oh my god, I'm so sorry for stealing your friend! You guys can spend time together and I won't be there and you don't interrupt anything at all! <3".

Teaching went reasonably well considering I was in so much pain from gorgeous shoes. I managed to suffer through it and survive my first day with them though, woo! Sorry, that's the last shoe mention I swear. So anyways I got given this bingo thing to round off the lesson with in my bio class. So I did that and felt really pathetic because no-one listens to me and I don't have the confidence to control them as a class. Not to mention Mr Gobbyarse who constantly chats, how do you handle that? Then in the English class I teach I got given Blondie and Ginger to take care of. Both of whom hate me. Both of whom still did no work.

Still it makes my day when I come out of that lesson and I see Him waiting for me with P.Diddy, Cheshire and Curltop.  It brings a smile to my face just to see them. I think that's really what's getting me through this insane patch where I randomly feel god awful without reasoning. So thanks people. :D

Animals

In the last post I mentioned that we assigned animals to people that we thought were most suitable. This might be a good bit of fun to decide people's animals! By the way I'm talking animals personality traits not in any way people look like these, if they do then it's just chance.

Previously Curltop will now be Llama
Llamas have curly fur, I think, so that will help me remember. I like llamas, but not when they spit. And this guy can spit some pretty nasty stuff but bless him he doesn't mean it. And they have pretty long legs?

Goldilocks is very much Puppy
I say puppy because she is loyal if a little naive, fun if a little ditzy and may need to be toilet trained. Joke. And it would be a golden retreiver puppy if you want to be specific.

Boyfriend is difficult...H would want me to say wolf but I don't think he is. He's a Stag.
Stags just remind me of like pure male power and yet they are graceful, much like Boyf and his dancing. And I love them in general. They are horny too....gettit!?

The Thin One is a Giraffe
Thin for one thing and a little kooky looking but most people love giraffes despite their weirdness. What animal looks like a giraffe exactly?! So individual. Blue tongues too. Oh and they can't make a noise.

Darling One is a Cat
Sh'e so small she could fit into tiny spaces like cats and she's just precious! Lazy, likes lying in the sun and yet she'll play like a kitten.

Creep is probably a Snake
Nothing too dangerous though! He's smart and very determined to get what he wants like academic goals and things and strangling prey... And they are a little creepy- but in a good way.

Wall Flower is definately a Racoon
Just her eyes remind me so much of a racoon, but fluffy tail but agitated and on edge, you just want to hug them - or is that just me?

 Fungi is absolutely 100% a Bear
So fluffy and loveable and you can train them to dance - need I say more?

Cheshire is a Lynx
She'd definately a cat because I just love all cats but my favourite is the lynx, untamable wild cat that can also be ginger.

P. Diddy is an Orangutan
Who doesn't love them? They are weird but strangely nifty with their hands - I mean fast typing skills nothing suspect you dirty gits!


Anyone that I have missed and wants an animal can comment! (l)

Big Mouth!

What the heck is wrong with me?
I cannot answer a question dishonestly to friends. I can lie to a perfect stranger pretty convincingly or if needs be to someone I know if it's to protect something. But if a friend asks me a question and complete honesty, I just blurt all.

I basically just admitted a heck of a lot of stuff to most of my friends which I sooooo shouldn't have.
One friend looked totally freaked at my answers like they were totally uncomfortable with being there and disgraced by our behaviour.
Luckily Curltop was missing and that one person probably would have made me hold my tongue, I can't open up as much with them around. I think they judge me.

But yeah, I had a nice time round the Thin One's house where this whole thing happened. Happy Birthday to him by the way. I thought it was going to be a replay of when we went to P. Diddy's house and just watched big bang theory for ages and didn't actually talk but actually after we moved into a cooler area people began to chat and the Tv was ignored. Even the Thin One's porn collection got ignored after a while.
Oh and Creep and the Boyfriend seemed to have become friends a little better. Boyfriend may still hold a mini grudge against him but he's been a darling and playing nice.