My Day - Episode Thirty Two

Woke up today at Dad's house by the noise of the dog howling which is totally rare. So I went downstairs to find my living room especially crowded as The Wrinklies were over. (Thats the grandparents on my dads for people who are unaware of this cute petname)
So we had some delightful chatter and a rather depressing realisation that (BBEEPPP). Then dada went off to some diving shop and C was off to work so it was me and the Sis in the house.
Sissy wanted to go get C some flowers as a thankyou for trying to find work so we nipped to the shops and got some pasties and mints. It was nice to be out but I had a premonition of a killer headache so I wrapped myself up in movies for about 5 hours. By then I had a fully fledged OWMYFOOKINGHEADache. So I downed some paracetamol (Which did nothing) and lots of water, thinking it was probably down to being dehydrated.
It was so within two glasses of water and a walk around the block (which I love and really should do more often) I was fine again.
Apart from being depressed.

See last time I was here at dads I had Him sleep over but the huge calamity lead to C thinking we were 'up to things' when we totally weren't and I felt completely betrayed because I thought she had trust and understood me. She also blamed us for her not getting any sleep even though she went to bed at like 1 when we went at 11 and I only got up once because I had a nightmare.

So anyways I'm bummedout because I know now that even after two years of maturing and totally respecting every stupid rule to do with boys they threw at me AND completely getting a new boyfriend - they have NO trust in me and my word at all.

Also Him is in Germany and I'm pining, walking around the house looking glum because there is no-one to surprise piggy-back on and kiss my elbows when I smack against the doorframe. Two very important roles for a boyfriend of course....

Plans

I have an awesomely great weekend planned, it's crammed full of stuff that is not really to do with hanging out with friends at all so a nice change.

Today, I am going to my cousins wedding. This cousin the the son of the uncle that always got into trouble and is an absolute bundle of hilarity and who also has a daughter who has two kids (very young as well). I haven't seen my cousin for like 10 years so it's a bit weird really but I get to dress up cute and go out so yay. I also get to wear my prom dress. I am excited about being able to swish around in red silk but... I've gotten fatter and now I cannot breathe when in said dress. Cue you saying "So wear something else!"
NO. It's too darn pretty. Worth passing out from lack of oxygen. Love it. O.O

Then after the wedding I'm going back to my dads house where we will wish him a late happy fathers day and then I will sleep there, only to be shuttled off again back to mums house where we are going to have a barbecue! Attending this will be lots of Mammy's friends and family. A vague list....
Me
Sister
Sister friend 1
Sister friend 2
Sister friend 3
Him
Mammy
N-dawg
Eden
Eden mum
Eden Dad
Aunty J
Aunty N
Cousin 1
Uncle J
Aunty L
Grandad
Nana
Lesbian friend 1
Lesbian friend 2
Pub friend 1
Pub friend 2
Pub friend 3

Hopefully Him won't read this because I told him it was a small do with not many people and now it's turned into the largest event this year. Teehee!

Sorry Dudes

To y'all peeps. I am dearly sorry that I haven't blogged as much as I usually would. I got really peed when someone said "Oh, your blog is boring now, nobody wants to read it anymore." >.> Thanks.

But anyways, I shall perserve with my slightly dented enthusiasm. Recently I babysat for the first time ever and it went well, got given a cheesecake and some moneys for my effort. Which really wasn't much effort - I fell asleep after a while. Was there till gone 1! Gasp. Ah well.
Then yesterday I was out with part of the Krewe. Stag, Cheshire, Fungi, Thin One. Basically K-town lot plus Stag. It was nice. Most memorable bits were:
A random old man that none of us knew talking to Cheshire for literally about twenty minutes, she couldn't get away. We ran away. XD
Getting a ring stuck on my finger so I did that "OH NO OH NO" thing you do when that happens.
Getting incredibly hyper on a caramel milkshake, my heart was like beating in my throat and I felt so weird.
So yeah, all in all a pleasant day out. Then in the evening I was taken back to Fungis/Hims.
((I shall quickly explain this. Y'all know Fungi and Him are the same person, but I distinguish by writing Fungi if I think of him as a friend, one of the Krewe and Him when he my boyfriend, one and only blah blah. Gottit?))
So then I met Him's family (Again). Saw some repeat faces, everyone was really nice and it was so sweet, I was cowering in the corner and Him's mum was like "LET'S MINGLE!" and dragged me off to go and chat to everyone. Much loveliness.

Then me and Him headed back early, we watched Cruel Intentions which is an amazing film btw and then some thing about serial killers and then beddy byes. I slept round his for the first time ever. Two people + Single bed = Not a good idea. So eventually he did hop out and slept on the floor bless him. Still, I actually fell asleep before he left so the "slept in his arms" is now complete. It was dreamy. :)

Then in the morning, we were all couply and lovely. Chilled in bed talking for about 4 hours. Then we got up, washed and dressed. I introduced him to the wonderful world of eggy bread. Oh delicio. He's a convert now. Then I watched the finale of Glee. :( It's OVER! Cries. Have to wait till fookin Januar. Hopefully True Blood will come back and I can watch that in the meantime. Had to go home then.

At home, Mum and N-dawg were in the living room. I chatted to them for a while, then gave opinions on N-dawgs new tuxes and suits. We're going to my cousins wedding on Saturday. I GET TO WEAR MY PROMDRESS! Love it. So then they went out...somewhere. My sister is out....somewhere. I'm sat at home, Radio on blastmode. Rather funny. Reggie Yates is IN LOVE with Michael Buble. He keeps calling him the Boob. :) Has anyone noticed at the end of "Your love your love your love...is my drug" Kesha, she says "I like your beard." NO JOKE. Go check.

Byyeeee :D

A mixed bag

My life right now is a total mixed bag. It's like a pack of revels. Mostly crappy ones (I hate revels).

THE GREATS
Boyfriend is awesome. Friends are awesome, if depressed. My blog is awesome, singular 'cause I ran out of ideas for the other one a long time ago and people judge me and get grossed out by it, great - not. Sorry, I'm moving on to bad already.

THE SHITS
Friends are depressed and I feel helpless, no matter how many minutes or little gestures I dedicate to them to make them happy I still feel upset as they suffer, damn sympathy! I feel like a bad person for shoving Him away in order to revise or spend time with needing mates. Also I get annoyed when people tell me that I am only ever one of two, I am not a sock - I can stand alone. I'm angry at a certain obvious someone for still be alive, happy and rubbing his success at living in a lie right in my face. I am angry that people don't care about this, but then get too touched and upset when they do try and care- to talk about it would be to admit my failure and stupidity. I'm nervous to shit about exams, literally they are scaring me more every waking second. Not to mention this illness makes it hard to concentrate, I cannot breathe, I cannot swallow, I cannot think in straight lines - how am I meant to fly through exams when my brain can't get air!?



Cannot write any more for this blog or I will cry after realise how little happiness there is present right now.

The People

Bonjour readers. I am bored. So lets go! These are the things I would advise you or just tell you or things I think but don't say.

P.Diddy
I can see your scalp! Well not right now, but I could yesterday!

Anyways, you're super funny and super nice. Hope it's going well with that girly, I wish we talked more one on one. It seems that we are only ever together in groups.

Thin One
I'm really sorry I call you Thin One on here, I know you don't like it. I just couldn't think of anything interest...I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY! Peter Rabbit. Do you know Peter Rabbit? You should know Peter Rabbit, he wore a waistcoat! Unfortunately I cannot be arsed to change the name, people will only be like "But I thought... so who is... What?!" At me and I don't like that. You're hiwawious man. I love talking to you, best person ever to chat with on msn. And I love your doggy. :D

Curltop Aka Newly-bathed-in-shame-boy
He won't read this because he's too busy being a tard. I don't see we bother even trying to include you in anything when all you do is pull away. You can be really nice when you want to be, so charming and funny, but that's not often. Most of the time you cancel plans, make cruel jokes and mock people without reason. Not to mention making silly foolish decisions without any valid reason apart from to protect yourself. You are a whelk.

Mr Electric Meter Man
You just came to my door to read the electric meter but I think I may be in love with you. Gorgeously tall, tanned and ripped beyond belief. You even make that stupid red Npower shirt look sexy. Take me to bed please Mr EMM. ;)

Marshal
You haven't spoken to me in ages WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

Frodo
Your trauma recently was really bad and although you are pretty weird, I will be here to lend an ear. (Rhyme!) I shall try not to judge you on preconcieved ideas that I created when you hated me for months, they aren't the nicest judgements. Clean slate boyo.

Stag
Awight. XD It's nice that we've kept things so lovely between us, you have no idea how afraid I was to loose that. You are the most selfless giving person ever and the depths of your forgiveness are unbelieveable. I can't say anything more than Thankyou. And update me more on girl-hunting! I like to be in the know. :)

My dear Fungi, Him.
Don't be so paranoid about your looks, you're gorgeous to me. I get blown away by how lovely you are and all the tiny thoughtfullnesses aren't forgotten. Trying extra hard to make weaker tea, giving me a rose without reason, massive easter egg when I asked for nothing and bearing with having the heater on when you might die from overheating already. I love you.

And now my girlies!
Cheshire
You are so like an iceberg! Not in the sense that you are cold at all because you are so warm and bright, but because you have the most beautiful tip of the iceberg that people see but then all that is hidden is even more interesting. I feel like I'm finally getting to know you really, and not just the funny public side that makes weird faces across lunch tables and then makes a Scottish face before the accent. :D We click so well and you're so easy to get along with, much love my dear!

Goldilocks
Oh goldi goldi goldi. What can I say? The best person to shop with and one that will also sit and get fat with me in McDonalds. Your antics are hilarious and I can't wait to see you again every time and hear the latest story of what's going on in your mind, be it the Arctic Tundra or how to cure world hunger with cannibalism. XD

DarlingOne
Mr dearest rock. So solid and dependable. If I ever need a cry about another silly heartbreaking boy it's to you. Our only problem is being too alike so when we argue we ARGUE. But still, I wouldn't change a smidge. Love the new hair by the way, you're a killer redhead. :D

Skootch/Dollface
There are moments when I will sit across from you and think...Good god this woman is actually mental... and I love it! You're wonderfully paranoid and I love being able to give someone advice and feel all wisened and whatnot. You are a wonderful addition to the girl power side of the Krewe and definately provide much needed entertainment in my otherwise bland days.

Wallflower
I wish we could talk more! I miss the days of pretending to do lengths in the pool so we could catch up whilst bobbing. We ought to go for tea and cake sometime, I right fancy a brownie in the avo. I hope all your life is okay, you never really let much on during the brief times we speak but you seem well enough to fuss over big and small bags. Love you deary.

And onto the ones who are gone from my life, be that a good thing or not.
Dickface
Go die, throw yourself down a ditch with your skinny bitch of a girlfriend and I hope a large shard of metal peirces your stupid head. : )

RainbowDoll
I miss you right now. Our choc and chats were so deep and soul-healing. I'm in mental agony at the minute and I wish I could bring back the old you for a good suger-filled chat. You know exactly what I'm feeling right now in certain areas and I can only wish that you were here to talk reason into me.

BarbieDoll
I miss having one person to rely on, you were that one for so long in my life. You really helped me through that time where I lost almost everything and I never thanked you enough for that. I hope your new life is treating you well and that your exams go swimmingly. : )

Hope I have not insulted anyone during this, love you all except one and a half : D

Sunshine

Boy is it gorgeous out here. Nothing beats morning sun. It's fresher and not as dry, I love humid heat that wraps your up in a cushion of warm wet air.

Today it was the absolute epitome of gorgeous in my garden. I came outside, sat down and I could hear the church wedding bells sounding in the distance. They are off again now, congrats Strangers. And then the garden was covered by blossom off the apple tree and the morning sun always hits the top of the garden with the ornate iron chairs and table. So I'm sat there with my sexy trackies rolled up so I can ever so slowly tan my legs.

Anyway, I have to get back to revising. Just letting you know that I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Him. And yes, that was a reference to Twilight. Booya.

My Holidays So Far

Was going to be a my day post but no doubt I'll do a diary thing where I jump back and forth through days and things.

Well the other day... Sunday, Fungi, my darling Him, came over. We mainly played on Sims 3 and I am totally addicted now. The two of us are on there and are living together with four kids, lots of dying plants and still no wedding. It's rather funny. I accidentily killed Him once but I went back to the last save and all was well. Wouldn't it be awesome if you could do that in everyday life? AAA I'm embarassed, CTRL + Z. That's better, avoid tripping on curb and all is well! I guess it would get annoyed, you'd get someone propose and keep rewinding until you said yes, you'd never move on with life.

TANGENT OVER.

I've been working diligently on my revision. I'm over halfway through in Philosophy, two thirds in Bio and Psych and getting started on English Language. You can't really revise that I suppose, but I try. I just wanted to brag.
I was feeling really restless earlier when I woke up and feeling podgy. (In the holidays I barely move and overeat so tend to slam on weight like crazy, between year 11 and 12 I gained a stone. It was stupid.) So I went for a jog.

No, really. I really went for a jog. It was nice actually, despite the fact I can only run in three minute bursts and I have to stop after about 15 minutes out. I took the route through the old park I used to hang about in, past my old house then looped round through the jitty (which is an alleyway to all you posh readers) and back through past an old friends house. I see going out as an opportunity to go down memory lane so I tend to haunt the same places.

Frodo has stolen my love Thin One and Fungi and taken them captive in a static caravan in great yarmouth! Aka, they've gone on holiday. Luckily, Thin One has a dongle! (Suspect giggle...) So I could talk to them via webcams so I felt in on the action. Mostly it was Fungi complaining about Frodo's farts and background noises of halo but it was still nice to talk to my babe while he's away. He's over again on thursday, but in the meantime I'm going to revise and then shopping with Goldilocks tommorow. Which I still need to organise.

I watched Bride Wars this morning, made me sad because I don't have a best girl friend. Not one where it is mutual anyway. I have many really good friends but if I asked them who was their best friend I have no doubt that they woud say someone elses name. I wish that I had one really good childhood friend that would stick with me and go where I go in life... :'(

Ah well, I have lots of really good friends and a sense of close knit family ( be it with those odd uncle and aunties that we all wish we could get rid of) and there aren't many people that can say that.

So overall life is going pretty well. I guess I should have called this an update,  but I would have to scroll back up to do that and you don't know the extent of my laziness. :) CIAO

In Love

I am beginning to very tentatively admit to myself that I may be in love, again.

My belly aches -  they are on holiday. :(

A Baby Update

Don't get confused. This is not an update on the status of my baby. It's a small update on my life, just thought I needed to clear that up.

So, I'm motherless and step-father-thingless for two weeks as they have gone off to Florida for a fortnight. It's alright though, she's stocked us up on food and left notes around the house to remind us of things that need to be done like locking doors. Which I have not done... I'll get there. I'm going to stay with my dad for the first week of the holidays so I'm not too phased, little bit afraid to leave my sissy alone in the house for a week. She will actually turn into a nocturnal hermit crab.



In that time though I will be revising, shopping and spending time with friends and the dada. So it's not all bad. I'm feeling vaguely confident about the exams as I'm well into my two struggling subjects so it's not unfeasible to actually get a good grade.


One of my teachers emailed my tutor to say that me and Him are too 'amorous' in lessons and it was disrupting and distracting so we had to stop. So as a test (I do love my little self tests) I told Him to not touch me affectionately for the whole day, well almost. So he did and then the hug at the buses felt amazing. :D Annoying though that I couldn't remind him I was there with a small touch if he was busy. Grr. Worth it though, we will be cutting back on the amorousness to let you know.

Other than that, all is well. I'm fit and healthy apart from crippling pains in odd and stupid places.

My Day - Episode Twenty Five

Well this morning was all well and good. I got up a ridiculous time to curl my hair and accidentily chose an amazing outfit. So I looked really nice today and got lots of lovely comments which made me feel a zillion times gorgeous.

First thing was philosophy. I'm beginning to like having this first. It's quiet and relaxing and sets me up to be calm and collect my thoughts for the day. So I came out of that in a good mood. And as a plus I found that Curltop, Fungi and P.Diddy were waiting so I was smug. Then I had snazzy Psychology which was good because we watched Criminal minds and i did a minute bit of revision. Teach also mentioned that she would like some help with some year 7's who were making messy Zen gardens in fourth so I volenteered to help with that, like a good girl.

Then in third it was English which was a pretty lazy lesson. Had a bit of a laugh with the girls and teased Coopdogg. Lunch was a laugh as we talked about jumping out on people to scare them. Apparently Cheshire hid under a bed for hours just to scream and scare her sister. That is commitment to humour right there. Oh Yah.

Fourth I grabbed the wonderful Goldilocks and we went to scoop up sand with Year 7's. It was really nice because at the end of it they all shouted "Thannkkkyyyooouuu" and it was adorable because they all actually listen! Love teaching the younger years. It makes year 9's and 10's seem so much worse though. Urgh.

Then last it was a Bio test which I got a D in again, but I care very little. Sir showed us that last topic we had the same pattern of improving from bad to good so we just need to continue revising, and I hadn't done any revision at all so it was just all guesses. It was cute to see Him so hard at work too, his thinking face is adorable.

On the way home I had an...interesting bus journey. Found out Handsome One is actually cought in a difficult situation with the girl he wants, it's painful for him. Bless. Oh and we also managed to tell each other that we like each other a bit much. Well at least we know and we both don't want to do anything. Awesome.

Walking home was a laugh because we found out my hair goes crazy when my umbrella is up. It floats. What do you know. Got home, had some tea, read some book, did some workout, ate some choccy to negate effects of workout. All good.

I'm off! Byyeee

My Day - Episode Twenty Four

Right, I haven't done one of these for ages because I became really worried that my days are actually boring as hell. But this weekend was reasonably eventful so I'll do a two day - my day coverage for you.

Friday day I had a really awesome day, my bus journeys get better and better as I familiarise myself with everyone and get comfortable. We've been having a lot of fun recently playing our version of yellow car which is yellow-green-car-slut-oldman. Trust me, it's way more fun. I may introduce a rule where you have to tickle if you see a smart car.
So I got in from school, radio blaring, dancing whilst packing to go to my dads. As soon as I got in the car my mood plummeted, my dad was bitching and whining for the whole car journey and refused me having friends over for the Saturday. Not to mention I was plagued with the feeling I had forgotten something vitally important.

So when I got in and then I had another tiff with Dad and I went upstairs, on the verge of tears. I searched for my phone to try and text Him to cheer me up. Only it wasn't there. Or anywhere, I had totally forgotten it. So naturally, I broke down feeling cut off from the world (the internet was also spazzing out) and cried for a while. Eventually I had to show my face and soon Dad and his Girlf caught on and cheered me up with tea and words of courage.

I slept well and in the morning I was feeling a heck of a lot better. It was the weekend officially I wanted to cheer up - a clean slate. I was even boring myself with my soaring emotions and rollercoaster of moods. So I spent the day with Him. It was amazing and a bit daunting in a way. Amazing because I was totally at ease, playing and laughing with Him. I can't even remember what we were laughing about (Donkey balls...something like that) but it was so funny he had coke coming out of orifices it shouldn't.

Then he left and I played on the Wii for a while and then read New Moon (I finished Twilight for the third time now). Saturday night I spent bonding with Dad's girlf until one in the morning which was awesome. Then today I went shopping with her and gave her my student discounts and she treated me to a new top. I practically paid for it myself in the dicounts I got her, awesomesauce.

So now I should be feeling a lot better, but only if my grades improve.

OH WAIT. I forgot to mention why hanging with Him was daunting. Right, we had our first 'us' talk. We had to discuss what might happen when we get to Uni. It's complicated because I can't predict how I will feel then, I only know what's happening right here, right now. And that might change. So hey, we're gonna take it how it comes. :)

That's really it now. Ciao! :D

Twilight Vs Life

Round One.
The boyfriends. My own is currently amazing, despite the fact he doesn't sparkle in the sunlight. He bought me a rose for no apparent reason and I'm sure if he was immortal he would not hesitate to bring me into it with him. I feel so comfortable around him, I even fell asleep for a good twenty minutes in his arms which has only happened once before at three o'clock in the morning and this was like the middle of the day!
LIFE 1 TWILIGHT 0

Round Two.
Personal characteristics. Well for one thing Bella is more generous and the way she thinks is amusing and insightful. My meandering thoughts are no-where near as entertaining and the most insightful I get is "Has my garage been painted?" (Yes by the way.)
LIFE 1 TWILIGHT 1

Round Three.
Mood. My mood recently has been getting a lot better. I was in a mega bad mood and people around me were in awful moods and this really affects me. Now, Owl Boy is in a much better mood and the step-dad even made me a cup of tea today. I'm currently at the bit in Twilight when Bella is hating Forks and hasn't yet discovered Edwards permeating magnificence.
LIFE 2 TWILIGHT 1

Life wins! This was a longwinded and pointless way of saying that I'm in a much better mood thank you very much. :D

Incapacitated

I am so tired and in so much pain yet I would not have changed a thing about this weekend. Never have I had so much fun at a party. Never have a really been to a party that was even remotely similar to Cheshire's. Picking up cereal boxes without hands or falling over, sticking your face in a bowl of flour to get 2p, playing an epic fail game of truth or dare.

GOOEY SMUG COUPLE ALERT!
Also I had my first real 'date' with Him. He got me a rose and we went to see a cute chick flick. Highlight of my day was walking around in the sunshine hand in hand, smug all round.

So yeah, I had an awesome weekend. May describe it in more detail but I'm so physically exausted I actually can't. I even fell asleep at His. That's how tired I am. Oh and I look like a total numskull with this fuck off huge plaster smacked on the side of my face. All so that hopefully it won't scar over. Goddamn burn.

My Day - Episode Twenty One

I can never remember if numbers are one word or hyphoned or separate. Don't bother telling me, I prefer to separate them anyways.

So today! I woke up this morning and spent a fuck long time on my hair which was totally worth it for the two comments I got today, seriously, just a few passing words make the effort of the mornings and night time worth it. Then first I got into a really icky mood because Tweedle-dee was there and I can't relax with them around. They aren't krewe, they aren't my friend and they also are not very interesting to me so I kind of just clam up and spend the whole time plotting their demise.

Then I had a structured study. Since I started dating Him I walk him to German and say a reasonable goodbye and stumble on down to my SS a little late, but nothing major. It was maybe 4/5 minutes into the lesson when I got to our usual meeting place. So I thought, "oh they must of gone into the library" so I went in, did a lap of it and stopped to chat to Wallflower and Darling One. No sign. So next option was bottom red, I went there, nothing. Seating areas? Checked them all. Checked all of the study areas and the new block just in case. Nothing, no sign. I got my phone, texted Goldilocks as sometimes she would inform me where they were. Did another lap just for one last check and then decided they had just given up and gone off without me. So I settled down in bottom red, now half an hour wasted on looking for the fuckers. Then I emailed them as a last resort and got down to work in a foul temper.
Yes it's petty to get annoyed that they didn't wait, but I was a mere 5 minutes late at most and they couldn't be arsed to wait.
Then I found out they had apparently been in the library for the whole time, doing jack shit by the look of it. But in the 30 minutes I was missing not one suggested, "Oh, maybe we should text/email/find Becca so she's not walking around like a complete FUCKFACE!"

Then when I finally got in a good enough mood to join them, my arrival was barely even acknowledge, no apology, no "Hey, you look kinda pissed off, sup?", not even a "Woops". Needless to say, I was more than a little annoyed.

So I went into tutor time in a really shite mood but luckily two random half-friends were there to act like fools, tease me with gossip and cheer me up. God bless randomers who make you day. I had a nice English lesson though, growing ever closer to SkootchyDollFace. Then my IEC wasn't as bad today. Did some one on one in each lesson which is easier for me as they tend to be a lot nicer when they don't have to show off to a crowd. Annoys me that they can't be that angelic in every lesson though.

So that was my day, minidramas and all. I'm good now, had pizza for dinner and did the workout dvd which always makes me happy. :)

Names Reel

The Krewe Members!

Him - The Current Boyfriend who was also known as Fungi when he was just in friendship status.

Stag- The Ex boyfriend who was reverted to informant and good friend. Was 'Boyf'

Goldilocks - Struggled for a name for her but at last! We have a winner for A.G.

Cheshire - The smiley beloved girl B.H

Curltop - Originally named for his hair, which he then CUT!! :O It's H.S!

Thin One - Derived from his stature it's the one and only P.H

P.Diddy - The only one that keeps his initials! P.D

Skootch - Fellow blogger and new Krewe member, S.H

Marshal - Previously Creep and Snake and even Crush at one point, It's T.H

And the others!

Handsome One - It's the resident flirt on the bus, C.P

Darling One - My oldest and dearest friend, my darling J.L

Pants - Named for the snazzy running gear, D.E


Wallflower - My gorgeous and yet quiet baby, H.P

Headphone Man - It's the dimples! It's the bus man, J.P

Owl Boy - Whom I walk with every night little G.C

Frodo - He looks like a hobbit and is just as hairy, J.H

Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee - Can never tell which is which but it's the L's!

Dickface - Previously Flame, we ALL know who this is!

Pushpop - I won't disclose who this is, but it was the person I offended..Hehe.

N.G  - The advisor to my life and my favourite author by far. Nikki Gemmell.

((I've added a new Best Of Belle twigget thing and would like you to suggest some of the best posts you've read on here, where they might be funny or even just interesting gossip, comment away!))

Easter So Far....

Has been AWESOME! I love four day weekends. Thursday night I would stay up late to talk to MSN haunters, which I did. Then Friday could be going out with friends day number one, sleepover at mates and then Saturday going to other friends and doing new things, like dabbling in football. Then Sunday is my day, where I update howbelleislife and facebook and my diary and the various things I keep track of. ((My MSN is screwed up at the moment so I can't go on...Darn)).
Then Monday is Him time.

Although I cheated because I had some Him time with Him last night which was amazing. :) Nice just to hang out.

Football was fun...sort of. More just chilling and having something to stare at is what I like. I fell over really badly on the decking when playing mini football with Thin One, Him and P.Diddy. It was HILARIOUS but effing painful. I have such a sort arse as well because P.Diddy kneed me when playing trampoline football. XD Not to mention a painful shoulder where I was barged by Him and then slept incredibly uncomfortably on it. ALL WORTH IT!

Right now I'm cursing MSN for not working, browsing twitter. (I'm Belleallday by the way) and Facebook.
Got Radio One on, it's the top 40 soon, so tune in!

P.s Just going to do a Names Reel blog to update all on pretty much all the codenames I can remember, then people can find themselves, order me to change or give ideas for new ones!

Laughter

I have laughed SO MUCH today. My face hurts. My abs hurt. My knees hurt because when I laugh too hard I curl up on the floor.

It started when we were reminiscing about times that people have fallen over. Then me and the sis were laughing about random hilarious moments we can remember. I would sit here and tell you them but they are embarassing ones about the both of us so I'm sworn to secrecy on fear of death. :)

But today was a funny day. Much better than yesterday.

Although I did feel totally shit because I was randomly really mean to Him and apparently he really felt shit about it. But that's kind of made me feel nice as Cheshire pointed out that it just means he really really cares. :D

My Day - Episode Nineteen

I was going to do a general rant but to be honest most of the stuff that I'm going to rant about happened today, so it's a half My Day blog.

Okay so this morning we had a talk to round out about yesterday and the pressure they are putting on us to get things sorted about a year earlier is intense, I don't do well under pressure. Like I break down and cry. (Crying features a lot today by the way.)

Then in English I was close to tears because I was really lagging behind and I feel that in the exam I just won't be able to apply the time limits, I write too much. So when Miss was like "It's alright Becca, you'll get better." I was LITERALLY biting the inside of my cheek so hard so I wouldn't start tearing up.

In IEC today I realised how much I really hate year nines, and also how much I like teaching people who are willing to learn. One guy just never puts pen to paper although he is perfectly capable of doing it and it infuriates me as he is right, I don't have any authority to make him do anything. But then another girl who used to never work now calls me over and I help her, and she finishes the work early and all to a higher level with just me giving the odd prompt.

Then in the second IEC I was teaching, once again year nines, I just felt so useless. All of these kids were milling round me and I felt like a rock in a river, completely out of place and resisting the flow. So I went up to the teacher I was working with, faked a headache and teared up a little and he let me leave. So I ran away in hopes I could find solace in the arms of Him but of course this was one day that he was in there for the whole time and I ended up sitting, alone, upset and completely not doing anything of use. I know it wasn't his fault but I stll get upset at the fact he wasn't there when I needed him. :(

Oh not to mention that I really have lost all leadership within the Krewe. Somebody has completely taken my place, organising events left right and center. Even when I walk away, they don't follow me ONE CORRIDOR to put my lunchthing away. And I'm betting it was because They didn't move. I even had to squeeze through Him and Snake(Totally changing his name sometime.)

Then on the way home I almost got ran over by an old lady on a bike and I got sand in my eye and walked straight into a lamppost. I bumped my head on the counter in the garage and REALLY hurt myself. Then my sister kept making me feel really nervous about me Uni choices although she is only trying to keep me cautious.

So today was a shit day.

P.s The only positive thing today was my sister falling down the decking stairs which was HILARIOUS. I did my real laugh for AGES and realised how long it has been since I have actually laughed that real-ly....which then depressed me.

My Day - Episode Eighteen

Today the evil genius Belle went to the Uni thing! (I'll explain why I am evil genius later, mwahaha)

This morning was a very very rushed morning. I was oddly very late, and had to run about half a mile to catch the bus. Twig Legs at the bus stop had to run too and I feared that her matchstick legs might break! But she was okay, bless her. I finally got on the bus and when i run I get incredibly hot, really really hot. So everyone else has dawdled and was very cold and I am sat there sweating my ass off with my pile of coats and things on the seat next to me. It was kind of embarassing but I couldn't think about that at the time as I was too busy concentrating on how to get cool.

Then the morning was normal. Had Psychology with Darling One and we watched this very interesting documentary about the Mylai massacre that happened in the sixties, shocking. Although it was kind of ruined by the fact miss clicked on the wrong link midway and it switched to "I said the bird bird bird, the bird is the word!". Then I had English which was only interesting in the fact that I was completely rejected by someone, but other than that was completely uneventful.

Then we went to this University gathering thing at the Uni of Northampton. So I got on the bus, sat next to Wallflower and Darling One sat behind. I hated the bus ride because I was in close proximity to Dickface who has a very loud, annoying, carrying voice and nothing to say that would ever interest me. Ever. Whatacock. So then got off the bus and wandered around a billion different Uni stalls, I'm aiming to do Psychology at a sort of AAB entry level uni if you're interested. Oh and my sister has decided on Loughbrough. (Pronounced Luffbruh weirdly.)

So then I had a really nice day relaxing with Darling One and Wallflower and felt much happier at being involved in their lives a bit more. And I've decided that me and Wallflower might go in to do some late night shopping on a Thursday and have a brownie as Costa Coffee.Then I switched friendship group to the Krewe. I've been getting only better with Curltop the last few days, I don't know, I feel as awkward around him as much. Had a nice snuggle with Him. Then it was a quick hop on to the bus home where I had a very nice flirty conversation with Handsome One and walked home with Owl Boy. Lovely.

OH and I am an evil genius because I found a 4GB pen drive today and unfortunately, I know exactly who's it is and give it back right away. Only I don't really like them. They embarassed me really badly back in year 8 and made me cry. So fuck them. I made a new email account and sent them an email saying "Anything you want off this pendrive?" and I'll send them it. They aren't getting it back though. I'm not that nice after all. >:)

A Little Update

 Or so I think it will be, could go on a bit knowing me.

Family
This is all going well. I get a bit more time to spend around them as now the new boyf isn't quite so close, I even went to the shops with my dad today. We got him B'day pressies even though it's a week early. Twas quite funny. My sister started writing Happy Birthday but it turned into "Hab" so I was like "Just switch the p and b" So we wrote "Habby Pirthday" on his card and then commented that Sissy shouldn't be allowed to write any more cards.

Friends
Once again, pretty well. The few that annoy me will always annoy me but my power as a leader has completely slipped and now I have no say on who comes and goes, not that I ever did really. It's kind of gutting now that I have to take a back seat at times, I feel a little useless to be frank.

Love
AWESOME! Him came over (That sounds like a caveman speaking, I should change Him's name.) anyways, He came over yesterday and it was amazing as usual. I managed to get him really hyper on coke, and that was hilarious. We just messed around (in both senses of the word ;) ) and it rocked.

Girl Rant
I finally bought curling tongs! But I curled my hair earlier, I love it curly but it never stays like that cause my hair is so heavy. Oh! And I got some cute red dolly shoes for 6 squid in Asda. Yum.

Health
I guess I'm healthy. I keep missing my multivitamins so that's my New Years Resolution gone!

Education
Looking into Universities. Really worried about this thing on Tuesday because I'll be going to random talks and nobody has actually said "Oh, I'll come with you" to any of it, so I might end up walking around like a loser, getting lost and ending up in the middle of Northampton, very confused.